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BlacknessAll the Joy has gone, poisoned and sterile
All the Happiness is dead, carved from my heart. All that remains is a darkness that sits inside All the nice words have gone sour, All the kindness shredded All that remains is a little voice A little voice that knows what to say A little voice that whispers so seductively A little voice that says that death is warm and loving A little voice that says that life is not worth living Despair is his name. Despair is what he does. Loves has taken her gentleness away, departing in the wind Despair is there to embrace, to offer comfort and support. Saying that the pain can end with just a little cut. Who would miss you? You cause nothing but pain Even those that promise you love can’t stand you around Just I little cut, a small pain against the searing hurt if the heart The warms of flowing blood, the spray of loves vile poison. The cooling of the pain the numbing of the soul Then end of living, then the end of pain. He knows just what to promise, what I want to hear. He knows that in this blankness reason has no place He knows all of this because always there He’s been living in my soul, waiting with a smile. Watching be build my house of cards knowing that they’ll fall The last time it was a noose, this time the knife. Despair knows his trade, despair works so well Despair has always been there, never far way. Ready with his embrace whenever I need a hug Reason is not yet slain, hope makes its last stand. But when all is said and done, when reason and hope do fight The truth is still right there, a cannon primed to blow. Despair has lit the fuse on only waits the blast Truth is a evil thing, that shows what has happened past Truth holds on fast and the truth is set in stone that despair has carved Because the truth is that whenever I have happiness it always slips away The only time I rise is so that I can fall That in this impassive world it is selfish man that shapes Hope make is stand, using it one weapon. That the future is yet written, that rises can’t all fall That the evil that men do is ignorance not malice. Yet what can hope say that despair can’t dispel. The battle is still rages, yet despair is still rising. The knife it is still gleaming and the blackness all-consuming Related Groups:
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i swear to god I will do the same!
I am sorry
***HUGE HUGS****
I like it a lot.
The poem/words I mean.
This is so deep.
Just because it's hard to remember sometimes that light (joy, gratefulness,moments of grace) are as much a part of life as darkness. There's a morning every day, I hope you find yours soon.
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well i've had nothing but darkness since i was 8, with the occasional candle to shine some flickering happiness on my live, until i met my love and now the only true sources of happiness i have ever known has cast me off as being to good for her. so when do i get this dawn?
because i can't see it happening
I think you need to go to a strip joint & totally shit faced. JK
You should get a therapist; they really do help. Please or I'll start sending more messages that make you feel uncomfortable, I might even send you a naked photo of me (please be laughing).
No one that knows you wants anything bad to happen to you, and knows that you deserve all the love and happiness in the world. *hug*
i have never been so tempted by alcohol in my life, to just drink my self into oblivion sounds so good.
and you've not made me uncomfortable yet